My life is magic

These are pictures from Mike's surprise party...or...some of them

( Hilarious )

Guess who stood in line for like 3 hours to get their passport today?

If you guessed Mayberly the wretched monkey...you guessed wrong

If you guessed me..you guessed right.

It hurt...just a wee bit. My knees were unhappy but...I'll have fun when I get to go to England!

-Dances around- Yay England!

I thought I'd go with the suggestion that I give you pictures..

( Pictures! )

I went and saw 300. It was pretty awesome. I am trying to convince my parental units that...England is a good idea. I know it's only a week and it's a lot of money...but...IT'S ENGLAND!

-Sighs- What don't they get about that? I dunno.

In other news...me and my rping little self has made two Slytherins. Chloe and Xander. They are my loves. I needed to add Slytherins into the mix. I had all Gryffindors and my friends kept asking if I had any Slytheriny people and I kept having to say no...so I decided it was time to make one. Then one turned into 2.

Chloe is most certainly extremely mischievious but tricks the world with her innocent act. Silly world. So at a loss.

Xander is very quiet and doesn't talk much but he loves plotting things with Chloe. They've known each other since they were wee and small. Chloe likes to whore Xander out...cause she needs amusement. Xander gets very angry with her about that.

*Snickers* So...besides that..I've not done much. I got bangs. They are pretty. I like them. I will let the rest of my hair grow out...again. Cause that's what I do. I let my hair grow out..and then cut it short...

I am like...way magical...I should try to see how long it will grow. *Ponders*

Any road...I'm going to go and read some more...I am bored...SEE YA!

I'm at Elisa's house. I am mondo awesome. No...not really. That's ok, though. I don't try for awesomeness. I try for...just being a strange dork. *Nods* And I am. I am really not sure what I'm going to do today. I suppose sit around and read once I get home. I've been here for 2 days.

My brother got my movie back. And I am glad. I'd have killed him otherwise. Really. I would have. I like that movie.

I've really no idea what else to say..so...I'm gonna go now...BYES!

I...hurt. My stomach or..rather..my intestines feel like someone's got magnets on either side and they're squishing them. Poor intestines. *Pets them* I don't know why...and...I hate it.

Other than that...this week is going to suck and I need to study for English and Intro to Nursing...and write that paper...so...I don't know how that's going to work out.

But any road...Have fun!

*Dies*

That I'm a fucking looney.

Yeah..that's about what I wanted to say..

Oh...and...MY KNEE HURTS LIKE A BITCH!

Watching other people do yoga is actually...very amusing. I wonder if they're self-conscious when you watch them. It's something to wonder, really. Do they feel ridiculously silly because you're watching and smiling ever so slightly? *Cackles* I think I'd do it more if that's how it was. Making people feel uncomfortable with the least amount of effort. Most definitely fun. Who does yoga in jeans? That's another thing I'd like to know. This is seriously very amusing. Much more amusing than the rest of my day.

On to other things. I'm running on 2 hrs and 30 min. of sleep today. I feel like I'm about to die. I will most likely be awake til 1 am, any road. I...am going to end up killing myself with lack of sleep. It's cold. American Idol is funny. I'm exceedingly bored. I'm so tempted to run around in circles and makes strange noises, just to amuse myself.

James won't shut up. Keeps running around in my head yelling about the most random things. I think my sleep deprivation has affected him. Sirius is about ready to smack him upside the head. Peter's laughing his ass off. Friggin' crazos. Too many teenage boys in my head. Running around, causing havoc, killing small children. Well...except for the killing small children part. Not even Louis does that. Well...unless you want to count Claudia...but...he didn't really kill her.

*Yawns* Well..I'm going to go...pretend that I have lots of energy and try not to pass out. Have fun. Don't die. Don't cry...unless you're Wemus. REEP WEMUS! REEP! *Cackles* Oh Paddlebrains. How I miss the days of yelling that at our dear Wemus without end. Driving her slowly more and more crazy. *Snickers* Right...any road...off I go...pretending..energy..and all that jazz

I've been starting to feel much better about everything, especially myself, with the help of my friends Sammy and Steffie. I lovers them. It's strange that just dancing around like a looney can make you like yourself more and finally see what the hell people are talking about. You can be yourself and...so what if people think you're strange or think you're not perfect? It's what you think that counts. *Sighs* Why did it take me this long to get that? I don't even know. I'm so uber excited. I think..that...strangely enough, this whole Paul situation has made me like myself more cause I'm finally standing up and saying, "Fuck you. I matter a hell of a lot and I don't need your shit." *Smiles* I love me! *Huggles Steffie and Sammy and all the other peoples* Doot!

Yeah...now that I've had that bit of a revelation...I said I'd stop being mean to myself as much as I have been. Going to keep doing that. Going to point out the good things to myself and kick people in the shins if they don't like it. *Smiles*

Off to conquer the world!

I went to a drag show tonight! IT WAS THE COOLEST THING EVER! I loved it soo soo much. I wanna go back and do it all over again...except with me having money this time.

Today is the day that I will cling to my best friend in the earnest wish that I will not beat Paul's head in. *Smiles* If doesn't stop being such a prat...I'm leaving. I'm giving up. I don't want to care anymore. Can I be emotionless now? Can I please?

I swear. He's going to end up losing all his friends...cause he's being so stupid. He treats us like a speck of dirt. We forgive too easily, some of us. I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel like a giant asshole saying that I'm gonna just up and leave him there but I am so close to it. So absolutely close. It's like.....there's this thin thread there that's keeping me attached. It can easily be broken. All I have to do is tug on it..

I think that I will just have to talk to him. I don't know. I hate life...I hate it, hate it, hate it!

I'm gonna go and hate life some more now....byes

Yeah. I've just had a bit of a revelation...

I want to be a forensic nurse. It may sound strange, yes..but I've always figured that I'd end up doing something with forensics if I weren't a nurse. So why not get to do something with both? I'll have to have 2 years experience in the ER. I can do that. I am going to get some information from John's Hopkins about it. See what hospitals are doing this. I am extremely excited. I don't know all the facts about it but I know I'll have to work with rape victims and that sort of thing.

Also, I love German music. I've been listening to Die Prinzen for the most part. I love them so. They are they only thing that keeps me from throwing myself into walls and pits. At this point and time. Ich liebe Die Prinzen!

School is...gah. I am already getting stressed out and this food sucks. I need to relax myself and do my work on time. That's part of my problem. I'm a horrible procrastinator. *Sighs* It's not so good. I hope we get off school Friday. I want a day off. Really, really do.

I miss my family. I know...strange. I just...do. I haven't talked to Tim all that recently. I talked to Jacob and my mom. I haven't talked with my dad all that recently...but he did come up a couple weekends ago. *Pouts* I want them to come up and hang out with me.

Overall I've been in a not so good mood but I am working on it. I am trying to be in a better mood than I really am. I think I'm going to start writing things out and such. That way I can see if I can figure out why I'm so blah now. *Shrugs* Well..I am going to go and do something with the peoples in this dorm building.

So....we watched Tuck Everlasting last night. I love that movie. "Don't be afraid of death, Winnie. Be afraid of the unlived life." *Sniffles* I love you Tuck!

I can't wait til I get my cds. I want more German music that I can dance around to. *Is bored* I think I may be getting sick again...but...I am alright with that. These things happen. I've got Coldplay to listen to..and the Decemberists. Not to mention I've got good friends. I gots Sam, Steff, Jen, Chris, and Vikki and Paul. *Smiles* I love you peoples.

On another note. Let me tell you how boredom makes you do stupid things...like go down to the basement on the boys side of the hallway. Bad plan. Big creepy ghosties that are not so nice...or..really..just the one..I think. It followed us all the way back to Jen's room too. CREEPY! We kept getting chills and we would look at each other and be like, "Yeah..something's here..." Cause something was here!

*Smirks* I am so happy today. I love Die Prinzen more than I ever loved them before. Strangely enough.

I love The Decemberists. They amuse me so. Thank you so, Elisa..for supplying me with the amusement I always needed.

*Nuzzles Elisa* So much love. Seriously.

I watched The NeverEnding Story one and 2. I love them too. They are horribly cheesey...but they are wonderful.

I am increasingly bored and I have fallen so very in love with slash rp. It's perfection. Yay for me! *Dances around*

( Best convo ever )

And the big secret....

( The secret )

How goes it for everyone on the other side of the computer?

It's generally boring over here but when you've got people around you can be amused...or completely scared.

( Read if you want..*Chews on lip* )

So..yeah. This is me...being scared shitless. Someone tell me what to do. I don't know anymore.

Here I am....back at school. Yesterday was really awesome even though we didn't do much. I need to practice some more on this song I wrote for Katy. It took me forever to actually get unpacked. It felt like I would never be done but Chris sat there and chillaxed with me while I unpacked. I missed him so. It's good to be back and be with everyone else. My bedroom is abnormally warm. Ugh. It's no good. It's useless.

I am completely starving and wish it was time for lunch already so that I could go and eat lots of food! But not really...I will most likely not eat all that much. I get a 4 day weekend because I don't have class Monday or Tuesday. In fact, I don't have classes any Tuesday or Thursday this semester. Yes. I feel your glowering. It feels powerful and might cause me to end up with a few holes. Stop it already!

I need to watch Pride and Prejudice...or have a really good rp session. Something that will let me escape from the world as it is. I'd forgotten how much I loved the fill-it-ins. They really are the bestest. My break in the morning is really long when I don't have Lab...it's boring. *Dies* But ultimately better for allowing the consumption of food stuffs.

I am glad it's Friday and that I can just ignore work til next week. *Sighs* I just want to sit around and amuse myself with Chris, Jen, Vikki, Lindsey, and Paul. My roomie can be there too. She's gelltackular. We loveses her. *Nods* But I'm going to go and be relatively boring now...so have fun.

I MISS YOU ELISA! *Licks the side of your face* You know you loved that too.

We spent New Years at a 7-11...which in all aspects doesn't sound like all that much fun. But...it was.

We ended the year 2006 laughing hysterically about balls dropping...all because my brother said that we had to watch the ball drop. Then we counted down and when it was midnight I seized my best mate and kissed her square on the eyeball. That was my first kiss of the new year. Ark says it doesn't count...but I say it should...cause it's hilarious. Then I kissed my brother's girlfriend on the cheek and continued to be hilarious.

We left the 7-11 for a wee bit after that and watched Supernatural...then after that..we walked back down with a whale cd...and put it on at the 7-11. We had it turned up really loud and pretended that it wasn't playing at all...so all the drunk people were concerned for their senses...

Then we called people and played humpback whales at them. We have since then decided that we are going to start a humpback whale tribute band...

This shall be wonderful. Mind you...we were not drunk at the time...just hyped up on caffeine